| Location | Newark Notts |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 2009 |
| Date of Death | 30/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,107 since 04/01/2010 |
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My beautiful baby boy Cody. Brother and son...
To bud on earth and bloom in heaven....
I bought the scan forward to new years eve as i was so excited to find out if you were a little daughter or son. "Another son" the nurse said...Yes!!! we were happy,your due date was on the 20th may 2009 brother for my two boys,& leah (daddies daughter), and another son for me and Daddy. We were so happy even though the scan that day shown up there were possible problems with your heart, We shrugged it off, we already had three healthy gorgeous children between us and you were such a live wire in my tummy so we just though maybe it was a mistake.. The next scan date arrive, bad news they also said the same ,but we didnt give up more scans more opinions more hospitals.
You had a very rare heart condition called Tricupsid Valve Dysplasia with severe regurgitaion.
Question,sleepless nights,tears 24hrs a day, This was a bad dream it will get better i thought.
More test shown you also had chromosone 21,this made no difference to me you were still my son,i talked to you every night we stayed awake for hours i was praying and you were playing in my tummy. How could this be happening ! I was searching the net day and night trying to find answers or just some hope..
Jan 29th 2009 my heart broke when we had to say goodbye and let you go to that special place where there is no pain or illness, you were born jan 30th at 7.22am after a long labour, they laid you on my chest, you were the most beautiful boy in the world so warm and soft,you looked so much like your brother Taylor, The hardest day of my life was to leave you behind at the hospital all i wanted was to take you home with me like all mums do when they just gave birth to the most precious thing in the world..
The cuddles we had i miss so much and i would give anything to hold you again...
You were laid to rest on the 9th of feb 2009 the service was beautiful and so many of our friends and family turned up to say goodbye to you, you touched so many hearts and you still live on within them, Your big brother Mitchell made us so very proud with his speech he had written and read out to us all..We all lit a candle for you to show you the way to the place we call heaven.
I hope you are happy and pain free in that special place, You gained your wings.I know you are the brightest star in the sky shining down on us and the butterfly which joins us in the garden.I hold your blanket close every night.Until we meet again my precious one...Love you and miss u so very much....xxxx
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One day a tiny angel,
was placed still in our arms.
We prayed for God to spare our child,
and keep him safe from harm.
But God had other plans for him,
when we met on that cold day.
He planned for me to meet my child,
Then swiftly took him away.
I cried and asked the questions,
no mother ever should.
This mother left to grieve her child,
like only this mother could.
He gifted me his movements,
so tiny, and fragile.
He gifted me his tiny ears,
as I whispered my Good Bye's.
He gifted me small fingers,
To hold as we all cried.
He gifted me the memories of holding him,
After he had died.
He allowed me but a glance of him,
as I layed in tears, and prayed.
He whispered this baby's a gift to you,
but he can no longer stay.
Your life will forever be touched,
by these few moments I have spared.
Please take those few with gratitude,
and remember he'll be here.
Forever by my side, he'll be waiting patiently,
for the day that I will place him back in your arms, For only you will see..
Please know the days you live right now
are only but a test
God chooses special mother's
apart from all the rest
I know that I was choosen to bear this legacy
Of a precious tiny angel
That is still a part of me
dont tell me
Don't Tell Me
Please don't tell me you know how I feel,
Unless you have lost your child too,
Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal,
Because that is just not true,
Please don't tell me my SON is in a better place,
Though it is true, I want him here with me,
Don't tell me someday I'll hear his voice, see his face,
Beyond today I cannot see,
Don't tell me it is time to move on,
Because I cannot,
Don't tell me to face the fact he is gone,
Because denial is something I can't stop,
Don't tell me to be thankful for the time I had,
Because I wanted more,
Don't tell me when I am my old self you will be glad,
I'll never be as I was before,
What you can tell me is you will be here for me,
That you will listen when I talk of my child,
You can share with me my precious memories,
You can even cry with me for a while,
And please don't hesitate to say his name,
Because it is something I long to hear everyday,
Friend please realize that I can never be the same,
But if you stand by me, you may like the new person I become someday.
No treasure will ever replace him
His memory will never grow old
My heart was broke that sad day
when the angels come and took you away.
I loved you then, always will
your vacant place no one can fill,
If icould have one wish come true,
I wish my darling,
I STILL HAD YOU..
They say it is a beautiful journey,
from old world to the new
Some day i will take that journey
just to be with you
And when we reach that garden
Where there is no pain
I will put my arms aroud you
And we will be together
AGAIN
If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You
Daddy,please don't look so sad, Mama please don't cry~
"Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies.
"Please,try not to question God,Don't think he's unkind
Don't think he sent me to you and then changed his mind.
You see,I am a special child,and needed up above.
I am the special gift you gave Him, the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you and in the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,That's my halo's brillant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,from a gentle wind that blows.
That's me,I'll be there planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,,and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me,I'll be there,giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy,please don't look so sad,Mama don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabye
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